Thursday, November 23, 2006
I had 2 papers today. And they were a disaster. Gone case liao. There goes my chances of graduating this sem. (unless miracles occur)
The 1st paper was EXTREMELY difficult. DUH! Why did the stoooooooopid lecturers set so tough qns? I only attempted 40% of the paper and i flunked my tests too. S***. Im really gng to be stuck in ntu next sem. I did my best liao....why did it haf to be so difficult?
The 2nd paper was.... arggh. The fact that i couldnt do some qns was coz i din study much. It's not that i din wanna study hard. There were loads to study and I haf alr tried my best in studying. I was sick on tues,and that made me lose some precious study time. I really want to clear ALL my subjs this sem. I really wanted to be hardworking and put in a lot of effort in achieving this aim,but alas! I was stuck wif FYP almost evryday.....how to spend time studying for 8 examinable subjs? Im not finding excuses for myself,but,it seemed that evrything is not turning out the way i want it to be.
Wat shld i do? i really dun wan to study another sem. It not only means half a yr more of facing the similar subjs again,it also means another $3000++ of sch fees! I DUN WAN TO ADD THIS BURDEN TO MY MOM ANYMORE!!!!!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!!! I NEED TO GRADUATE THIS SEM!!!!!!!!!
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I pray that all the lecturers show leniency in marking my papers.
I pray that miracles occur for my case.
I pray that I will be blessed.
I pray that my prayers will be answered.
Smile always | 5:36 pm
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
I jus had my first paper today. ARGGH. Stupid paper. it was a bit different from past yr papers. Made me happy for nothing. When i looked at past yr papers, i was like, ok, i think i can do it. And then,it turned out that MY paper was different. STUPID! I mean the paper and myself. When i was checking the notes after exams, i realised that i had forgotten the ans to 1 qn. And the most upsetting thing was that i had STUDIED and MEMORISED that ans yesterday!!!!!!! Qi si wo le....ARGGH....why did i FORGET the ans????????? Someone,pls kill me.....for memorising and forgetting. Shit....i think i wont be able to pass this subj....BUT I CANT FAIL ANY SUBJ THIS SEMESTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All i can do now is to PRAY and PRAY and PRAY that i can pass. Even if it's jus a marginal pass(grade D), im contented liao. Really.
Smile always | 10:26 pm
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Counting down.....3 days left to exams. Arggh. Hopefully watever i studied will come out and those i din wont. LOL. Haha.
Think of sth better. 18 days left to FREEDOM. Yeah!!!!! (though there's FYP oral presentation of the 5th of Dec). Haiz. I hate presentations!!!!!!
Think of sth even better. 29thDec. Flying to Bangkok. Yeah~~~ Time to shop and shop and shop lo. I haf a feeling i will come back as a pauper. LOL.
Smile always | 6:28 pm
