Thursday, November 23, 2006
I had 2 papers today. And they were a disaster. Gone case liao. There goes my chances of graduating this sem. (unless miracles occur)
The 1st paper was EXTREMELY difficult. DUH! Why did the stoooooooopid lecturers set so tough qns? I only attempted 40% of the paper and i flunked my tests too. S***. Im really gng to be stuck in ntu next sem. I did my best liao....why did it haf to be so difficult?
The 2nd paper was.... arggh. The fact that i couldnt do some qns was coz i din study much. It's not that i din wanna study hard. There were loads to study and I haf alr tried my best in studying. I was sick on tues,and that made me lose some precious study time. I really want to clear ALL my subjs this sem. I really wanted to be hardworking and put in a lot of effort in achieving this aim,but alas! I was stuck wif FYP almost evryday.....how to spend time studying for 8 examinable subjs? Im not finding excuses for myself,but,it seemed that evrything is not turning out the way i want it to be.
Wat shld i do? i really dun wan to study another sem. It not only means half a yr more of facing the similar subjs again,it also means another $3000++ of sch fees! I DUN WAN TO ADD THIS BURDEN TO MY MOM ANYMORE!!!!!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!!! I NEED TO GRADUATE THIS SEM!!!!!!!!!
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I pray that all the lecturers show leniency in marking my papers.
I pray that miracles occur for my case.
I pray that I will be blessed.
I pray that my prayers will be answered.
Smile always | 5:36 pm