Hmm.

Recently,i am "disturbed" by affairs of the heart. BUT,they r NOT my affairs. They r other ppl's affairs.

How shld i start? Hmm...okie. Let me go back to the past. Not long ago,my friends & i were talking abt BGR. Then this friend,K,asked me "(my name),how ar? how? When u see ur frens all attached liao & u r not,how u feel ar?"

In response to my fren's qn,i personally feel that it's okie de lo. Why be envious or jealous over the fact that most of ur frens r attached whereas u r not? Yeah,i must admit that MY mum is anxious abt me(mum is desperately trying to marry me off,i think)but frankly speaking,it's not that im not anxious(neither am i desperate okay!)but i seriously believe THE ONE is not here yet. THE ONE for me has not appeared YET la. And to those of my frens(esp the one who has a crush on ur colleague),THE ONE for u may not haf appeared yet oso. HE may not be the one for u,u noe. True,we may not be getting younger,but we r not THAT old too right? U can meet one very nice guy right now,he loves u & u love him. But ultimately,he may not be ur husband right? This kind of thing,muz look at destiny de. Yuan2 fen4. THE ONE is somewhere out there;it's only a matter of TIME when u r gonna meet him. Mayb all this while,u think this particular guy is THE ONE but one day,u may just suddenly bump into the correct THE ONE lo. And then u will need to forget abt the previously-thought-to-be THE ONE.

That time,my friend K and the other frens oso said this - "there r 101(or 1001? i cant rem)signs that u think came from God who told u that it's this guy. But actually the signs came from U urself." Dun understand? Well,there can be many sweet or nice happenings that occurred between u & a guy(whom u may like)and u think these r signs telling u this guy & u r fated to be together. In actual fact,the meaning of those signs stem from ur own personal desires/feelings that u wan him & u to be together. Sounds cruel but sometimes,it's true. Sometimes he's ultra nice to u,sometimes he's super bad to u. Wat does this mean? It doesnt mean anything la. If u(im NOT referring to anyone in particular)think/suspect/sense someone likes u,just ask him/her la. But only if u SERIOUSLY like that person. If u only haf a crush on him/her(in my opinion,a crush is not = to ur lifelong partner),then dun bother to ask. When i suggested to my fren that she shld tell the guy that she likes him,she rebutted me,saying "then why u dun tell _______ that u like him?" AHEM. That's coz i dun think ________ & i got chemistry enough to be future husband&wife la. LOL.

i wanna elaborate some more but Mum's rushing me off to makan liao.

Anyway,in conclusion,i jus wanna say this --- no need to envy other blissfully attached/married ppl okie? BELIEVE in the fact that THE ONE is somewhere out there.....probably on the way to meeting u liao but we dunno when. Can be soon,can be N yrs down the road. But who cares? As long as that day comes,& after which u 2 r blissfully married,the waiting doesnt matter anymore. But of course,i dun mean just sit back & relax & wait for THE ONE to appear. Must be active ourselves oso la. But NOT desperate-kind of active hor.

Best Wishes! <33